Raging Desire

Wish I could be the fire in your eyes
Wish I had everything to hide
Hide from you
The thoughts of belief
The view of lies
The surreal flight of dreams
that I had always desired.

The depth that I had never tasted before
even though it was a sin
A sin committed many a times 
Sins that wound me like a serpent
hissing to scare the very damned self.

Nay says my brain
Aye says my heart
Stuck in this dilemma
I wish I could tell you
What I wished for
Not your mortals
Not your flesh
But your very presence
Your intensity
The very real you ...