Words

Words is what they say
Words is what we hear
Do you even remember ?
What you said to me last year !

I think about you almost every time
You are my God
Wish I could die in your arms
Swear on me you are not sulking
What are you doing  (lovingly!)
Did you call me
You are my life

I am trying to bring my life "back-on-track"
I have come here for my career
All that was a big mistake
Stop barking
Why don't you Die
Go fuck yourself
I was busy
Why don't you go and find someone else

Words is what they had said

Words is what they are saying ...

Etched on Sand

Racing through the tracks of steel
Even was my heart
6 months it was when I had seen you last

Sleepless nights , thoughtless days
All went by , how did i stay !
Away from you

At last I did reach there
With a thousand dreams in my eyes
To see those very eyes
To see that very smile
That had kept me alive

Time had come
I bated my breath
Let my heart skip a beat or two
U knocked on the door

The sea was alive
The gulls were flying high
We heard the honk of a distant ship
That shook the conman dry

We ran on the water 
Shared a swear or two
We took to our knees
Wrote a name or two

Alas the sea !
He was ruthless !
He was merciless !
He had no heart !
As he knew nothing
And gave his verdict
The judgment was harsh

Time has passed by
People have changed
But etched on sand remains
Those days and
Your name ...

Vocifer

Why are you scared kid ?
Don't you know ther's an opening beyond !
Stop shivering , stop shaking
With pain , with fear , with despair
Dint' they tell you it all ends here .

Of all deaths , forced or lured
Withheld in arms of the uncured
Of all betrayals
And of all sweet denials
Rests the hapless and the flightless  

He hangs on to his severed head
He clings on to his beating heart
He curses the heavens and the hell , alike

But , he still hopes
Hopes in his bloodshot eyes
Dreams of sailing free
Far away from the inferno that
Keeps them all alive

Look up at him
See how he fights
Watch how he takes all , gives nothing
Watch how he cries

Raging Desire

Wish I could be the fire in your eyes
Wish I had everything to hide
Hide from you
The thoughts of belief
The view of lies
The surreal flight of dreams
that I had always desired.

The depth that I had never tasted before
even though it was a sin
A sin committed many a times 
Sins that wound me like a serpent
hissing to scare the very damned self.

Nay says my brain
Aye says my heart
Stuck in this dilemma
I wish I could tell you
What I wished for
Not your mortals
Not your flesh
But your very presence
Your intensity
The very real you ...

The Spring Sun

February sunshine it was
so was the bus ride
Grapes had never tasted so sweet
neither did the rose blossom so bright
I tasted the depth in you
...from the fag you shared with me
twas all over in a flash
A flash that seemed like , time had stopped by ...

The Resurrection

Vengeance , I breathe , my soul wails for it . Sublime agonies bury me in the fathomless ocean of slime , that you created and I faced . Time has come to DIE ! It's No Mercy from my side.

The Risen has realized his duties , he will toil on your sins , to wash it away and wash you away far from him.

This is the Resurrection , The dead will walk , never to fall

And just Rise !!!

The Rise

The fall was inevitable , the pain had to come , dejection and malaise all together. I traded , I erred ... I was the jack of all trades . I saw , I learnt and I lived through it all. Not to forget it , Not to relax , but to yearn for forgiveness, to ask for more. More of the better in me , the best in me . Now this is my rise , This is where is stand tall on my own ashes ,      
 I RISE !